070 - thoughts/ghosts

I feel like writing music and making art that I love. 

• and you will, someday, keep at it, you’ll get there because you know you always have. 

Here’s the thing though, I feel like I’m slacking, even with one year, one story, I’m not sure, but I feel like I’m doing the bare minimum to keep up with daily creativity. 

• it’s a journal. You’re telling your story how you want to, and there are rules you set for this, only so it isn’t labor intensive. The major one was that it shouldn’t take more than 30 mins, you’ve come 70 days into this project only because 30 minutes is doable considering everything other part of life that needs more time.

What do you think ? I know I’m putting in a 100% into all the tasks on my plate. I shouldn’t feel like this, yet I do ? 

• well genuinely, I think you’re just overthinking things because you don’t have much going on today. I mean it’s a rest day, relax. Spend time on things that are necessary. People, relationships, friends. I think there are times when you get pulled into the rat race, and thrive there but as soon as you get a break in your schedule, you feel the contrast in lifestyle and overthink for no reason. 

That makes sense, so I don’t work on anything today ? 

• nah chill, we’ve got the buildspace lecture at night anyways, breathe, rest it out, come back tomorrow